Day 11 (Fighting for the New Life)
(8:38 p.m.) Slept 4 hours and 30 minutes last night and woke up at 8:30 a.m. My sister has been quite supportive. We drove to see this garden this morning. We arrived at 1:00 p.m. I found a chair inside and laid down immediately. I think I fell into sleep, although I am not sure how deep (My sense is quite numb this days). Woke up at 1:15 p.m. I found myself waking up in 15 minutes quite often these days.
Later I also tried to nap on the beach at 5:30 p.m. in vain. My mind was wadering again.
(10:30 p.m.) I am in that state again. Very sleepy. Maybe I should do a reboot.
1:15 p.m. -- 1:35 p.m. Woke up at 1:30 p.m. Not sure how deep, though.
5:30 p.m. -- 6:50 p.m. Tried to nap on the beach, unsuccessful.
9:30 p.m. -- 10:20 p.m. The alarm didn't go off (I swear)
1:20 a.m. -- 1:48 a.m. Amazing. Although I felt tired and sleepy, I always have a short wake up around 20 minues. If I chose to I could still.